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I got my course examination result back a few weeks ago,

Course 1 (Foundations): Pass..below average.

Guess that's what i get for not studying.

So many things to do, i guess i need to prioritise. Spend less time thinking about some things, more about others. Yeah, thats the way to go, even thinking about it makes me feel more determined >=/.


ps. Look what i had to walk through the other day. Without an umbrella. T__T.

Uni Rant.

University is definitely very different from high school. As the first end of course exam approaches, its starting to get more and more stressful. All the lectures in which i've fallen asleep are coming back to haunt me. Slowli reworking my way through them, i now know that revising would be a lot easier if i absorb more on the first exposure to the material. Shall give that a shot. ARG.

Listening to the people around me during class discussions and practical lessons, everybody seems so smart, firing off the events and mechanisms of inflammation, naming the mediators and stuff, and listing the layers of the skin. I felt that i'd picked up a lot of the information pretty quickli after a lecture on the nervous system, but as it turns out, so did most people..so right now, being the sharpest tack in the box seems pretty impossible..

Everybody just seems so intelligent, and intent on understanding how things work that it makes me question whether my own such ability is that strong after all. Though i know this may sound extremeli arrogant, but its what is going thrugh mi mind right now.

One thing is for sure though, that's not giving up. Hard work beats genius more often than not.

So I'm Back..From Outta Space

Hey Blogger..long time no see.. i know i havent written in you for quite a long time, but randomli going through mine and alice's blog posts written around this time last year, it reminded me of how fun it used to be..

Though imma continue writing in mi tumblr every night, i've decided that it'd be a gud idea to keep posting here like i used to..with rants, random thoughts, and anything interesting i come across.

Reading back on mi first ever blog post..i was reminded of all the thoughts and emotions that went through mi mind, and this blog is the onli testament that they ever existed..

Here was Cecil - April 23, 2009:

"...haha, well to my future self.. SUP. hows life?
and did you get into med?

(remember?: hard work for HSC, sleeping at 2am most nights =[, friends (sup. guys? XD), chasing dreams, year 10, having a best friend <3,basketball,harrys tutoring, drDU)"

well to mi old self, SUP..life is gud i guess, though everything used to seem a lot simpler, im still enjoying it though, thats the main thing. and yes, i did get into med..thanks for not giving up and working so hard to get me here =)..and yes i do remember all of those things, all the tutoring and dream chasing..and btw, i still do sleep at 2am most nights =).

Lots.

I wonder why were like this..
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Its been a long time since i last recorded my thoughts on things that have happened to me in the big story of my life..and i guess it was because i just didnt feel the need to do it anymore, please dont ask me why. But for the sake of being able to drown my future self in nostalgia, i've decided that i should continue to blog..even if it means losing a few extra hours of sleep. So here goes lol.

First of all..the med interview. I found that the MedEntry classes i went to reinforced many things that i already knew about how to handle an interview, and it also had a list of questions that have been asked in the past which helped me when thinking about answers that i could give on the day. The guide (and friends and family) suggested that I cut my hair short and wear formal clothing with a tie on the day. Well..i did cut my hair short (i thought it was short)..but i still had sides and a side fringe, and my interview suit included a plain white long sleeve shirt (no collar, no buttons), a black pair of jeans and my old converse chucks (black..nd brown from dirt)..and my hoop earring. I found that this gave me a lot of confidence on the day, seeing everybody else in passport cuts, dress pants, dress shirts, ties and leather shoes. As for the actual interview..i guess it just felt like a conversation with two people who wanted to know about my life, how i've been brought up and the reasons for wanting to do medicine. From what i remember..the woman was very nice and smiley, and did most of the talking..and the man looked down most of the time, and didnt do as much talking. I found that despite all the preparation for the questions i thought i'd be asked, it was just not possible to completely match what you imagine beforehand.. coming out of the interview, i just felt realli relieved and calm..though i still had no idea whether i did well or not.

The next thing i guess..would be bike riding with Alice, Wong, Bevis, Ron and Lawrence. It was..different..but it was fun even though it was realli tiring (more tiring for some than others haha)..we rode all the way past brighton le sands then back (so around 12 km). But if you asked me what the better part of the day was..it'd probabli be chillin in alice's air con afterwards..waitin for mi mum to pick me up.

Fish Markets was a day to remember..taking a lightrail tram (ding ding) from central to the fish market to have lunch with Darren, Alice, Hannah, Carol and Lily. It was one of the few non-caringbah things i've ever been to.

The day we went to the MCA was a special day to me..something i will keep in my diary..

Ivan's birthday was an interesting day..playing with flour balls at the park next to the aquatic centre. Its been a long time since i've been to a birthday party where everybody jst ate bbq food and ran around in a park.

Today, Alice, Wong and Bevis came over, and we made dumplings and a chocolate cake. Well..Alice nd I made dumplings when bevis and wong went out for a drive, but they came back to make the cake. SOMEONES dumplings were full of holes *shakes head*.

Remember when we..

its weird how many memories this little thing carries

Waking.

Went to sleep at 1:30 nd everything was upside down, nd turned around..then woke again at 4, nd couldnt fall back asleep.. In times like these, you just need msn..nd crazy friends who stay up late playin games that you can talk to about nothing at all..=).

Shall buy a diary in the morning..nd take the wall down. figuratively.

Looking back on good times..and looking forward to more

2009 has definitely been one of the more special years of my life, leaving me with memories that i won't forget for many more years to come..

To me, 2009 was..

- Dr Du Coaching, the place that taught me more than my school teachers could, the place which became so familiar to me i could fall asleep in the classrooms, the place where i met some of the most interesting [nd tarded =)] people that i know, some of whom also made it a place that i enjoyed going each week..nd before going to dr du for english, i'd never have thought that an english lesson could be so much fun, nor that an english teacher could enjoy paying people out so much =p. nd it was also where we met BEVIS.

- Harry's Education, where tuesday evenings were spent with Ron and Rebecca, nd friday evenings were spent with Gina, Fionna (with the double n), Wong nd Ron along with the sydney boys group nd some girls who were always on a sugar high. It was the place that allowed us moonlit strolls through hurstville to buy icecream during break time, nd the place where we met a very..unique math teacher. Though we spent more time mucking around in class than actualli listening, Harry still managed to teach us a lot. =p.

- Hurstville Library, where i used to go to study alone because i couldnt concentrate at home..but it soon turned out to be the place where i got to know people whom i wouldnt have got to otherwise, nd a place where we could relax, hang out nd study with friends at the same time. And I'll always remember the library as the place that made studyin for the HSC a lot more bearable, nd as a place where everybody helped each other through the biggest thing in our lives so far..nd a place where we had so much fun. =p.

- Class of '09, the time that our whole year felt closest to each other.

(its hard to smile when mr chapple is around. LOL.)("time to carry out ze plan")

- Food and Parties

(eating jellies is a serious business)

And to me, 2009 was falling for a short, tarded monkey who has a song for every moment, a payout for every situation, a whole world hidden from me, a crazy imagination and a way of making simple things so much more special and meaningful that makes 2009 even more unfrogettable. Who knew there could be someone who was opposite to me in so many ways?

(since i dont have any photos, imma jsut use yurs ;])

- And lots of other stuff that will just take too long to mention..

(Wong)

And that was my '09. Happy new year guys, lookin forward to another year with all of you ;].

And as for new years resolutions? Just two..
- Take care of what i still have left to do..=/
- Talk more..=p

Been a long time.

its been almost two weeks since i last blogged, nd a lot has happened since then..like getting my atar, rsa and rcg. haha..hopefulli all these abbreviated qualifications can score me a job soon..one in which i can earn more than just lunch money.

this year i spent christmas eve and christmas day at port stephens with mine and kevin's family (i see a trend here)..it was gud because it was a change of surroundings, nd mi mum nd grandma realli needed that so imma glad that kevin's family invited us to come. it was a lazy three days there, getting up late nd spending most of the day lookin for stuff to do. we stayed at a resort/spa kind of hotel that faced the sea, so the air always smelled salty, nd we ate at dodgey restaurants at the city centre lol..but the beaches nd everything were realli pretty,though mi mind always seemed to wander back to sydney..but i had to make do with a phonecall..after which i got raged the crap out of me for not telling mi mum where i went because it was midnight <3. =p. we spent most of christmas day on the beach at anna bay, stepping in the water nd talking, nd then driving back home for three nd a half hours.

'christmas @ wongs' ended up bein done on boxing day so that everyone could come. although there were onli 4 attending guests on facebook, it turned out to be pretty big. it was nice to see everyone together..nd two bestfriends sort of reunite. =p. nd it was realli fun too..but not in the same way as the christmas party we had in year 10.

right now it looks like i wont be allowed out until after the med interview..as;dlfkj..but imma definitely come out on nye, cos 10 days is just too long to wait..nd nsw open day should be a gud enough excuse too =p. dam. if onli i had a car..then i could just leave in the middle of the night..iwiwetsy..=/

ARG. should be preparing for interview..but cbb..even though it will probabli be one of the most important 30 minutes of mi life..=/..imma continue preparing soon, but not tonight..hearing my grandma snoring in the next room makes me sleepi..so imma do it tomoro.

Lead up to results.

Wow..so much to blog about today..i think i'll just jump straight into it lol. woke up late today. i made it just on time for mi driving lesson..which was pretty fun today because we drove on lots of different types of roads since i learnt how to use traffic lights properli last lesson. mi car control is improving quickli..but because of that, i'm getting lazier when scanning the road and getting bored driving slowli haha, so thankfulli i have an instructor to keep me in line. kevin says im a bit too obsessed with driving..lol i guess i am..but its just that sittin behind the wheel of a car makes me feel so free..like i can go anywhere at anytime

I stayed out a while to eat lunch at Mr. Teppan which reopened after renovation. if you order a fried rice or noodles, they ask you if you wanted it on a plate or those little cardboard take away boxes that chris tucker eats from in the rush hour movies..except i ordered something else =/. shall get it next time LOL. just for the box. no comment about the food though.

Brendon's aunt called me today nd set a time and day for me to tutor her son who was sitting the selective test next year. when i thought about revisiting year 5 maths, i was hit with a massive amount of distance..it reminded me of primary school..nd struggling with percentages and negative numbers XD. but at the same time it reminded me of how fast life passes..i think, from now..imma just do wateva, nd not think about things too much before i do it. otherwise the chance might just pass..nd you'd never know wat couldv been..as;lkdfj

Nathan picked me up at the station and drove to sizzler's for our pre-'result getting' dinner. nd though there were onli 9 of us..nd all from caringbah (except andrew wong)..it actualli felt kind of nice because you could just see that everybody was soo..themself, since we knew each other so well, and nobody was worryin about impressing anyone or anything. nd not wanting everything to end so quickli, we drove to wong's house to play poker/guitar hero nd look at the water nd stuff. wong's dad was heaps nice and gave us all this food, nd made us green tea nd everything lol. nd LOL. brendon walked into a GLASS DOOR. then ran to the couch nd buried his face in a cushion. AHAHAHAHA.

So right now..its around 6 hours until our results come out..the result of 13 years of schooling. soz guys, hope i didnt make you guys even more nervous =p. im kind of excited..kind of scared..nd also kind of tired =/. needa go sleep right now..tomorow imma have to be in the city by 9am for a full day rsa course..nd then again the next day for the rcg course..als;dkfj..wont be getting enough sleep..ARG. HELP ME. bye lol.

Partyin till the AM

Today seemed like a realli long day..but i guess thats because saturdays and sundays are usualli separated by sleep haha. I have to admit that I had doubts about yesterday, firstly because there were no trains due to track work, and secondly because i was told that wong (being under 18) was organising clubbing because 'his guy knows a guy..', but it actualli turned out to be reealli fun =). I took a bus with gina, fionna (with the double n), brendon, jason and wong at around 6 to central and walked to Olivo's at harbourside where fionna's friend crystal was having her birthday dinner. It was kinda strange sitting with a bunch of random year 11 girls at first, especially because we weren't even friends with the birthday girl, but the girl who sat in front of me was realli easy to talk to. but thats probli because everything we do is so..woAH asd;lfkj for her because shes under 18 and onli just started her hsc. We felt old while legally sipping our glasses of beer, but it was kind of embarassing because i felt flushed after drinking onli about a quarter of the glass X(. O yer, and my friend from my first primary school was there too..which supports my theory that all asians in nsw are connected in some way. We left first and went to blackbird cafe and bought the girliest drink i have ever seen..an oreo crunch. but it tasted nice. =). and made mi face look like a tomato. By the time we got to Verandah it was about 10 i think, and we lined up with bevis with his '四大美人' he told us about over the phone. When we got in it was still kind of empty because it onli just opened so we sat at joanna's table and had shots, which was different from last time. nd its exactli how you imagine it, as soon as you swallow the shot, your whole stomach just feels realli warm. when the club filled up a bit more, we started dancing..nd i cant realli describe everything properli, but it felt realli out of the world cos it was all dark and the floor was shaking from the bass. we stayed until closing time..which for a club is 4am. our legs were pretty much dead by the time we walked all the way back to town hall to catch the nightride. the nightride was insane, it was one bus and they fit so many people that you would have to climb over seats to get out in the first few stops. luckily i got a seat, but i sat next to this dude who every time he fell asleep while resting his chin on his palm, his arm would slip and he would jerk awake. but as soon as he jerked (violently i might add) back into the right position he fell asleep again. STRAIGHT AWAY. and it just repeated every 2 seconds. so it just looked like he was doing some crazy dance, shaking his head around. it wouldv been hilarious, but if yur on the nightride yur probli too tired to lol. i snuck in the door at 5am and luckily i didnt wake anybody. when mi mum came in in the morning and asked wat time i came home i told her 3 =p. so hopefulli she never reads this. i didnt get to sleep because i thought i had to prepare notes for chem tutoring..but it turned out mi student had work today and couldnt come. so i finalli got some sleep at 5 in the afternoon and woke up again to eat dinner/type this blog/close msn which i left on.

ASD;FLJKK need sleep. will add pictures tomoro..i mean today.

Best song since..a very long time

Couldnt stand the stillness of home today..so i went to kevin's house just to chill

Found this song..its so gud. But as always, its kinda emo..XD

Bring back the days of 'Getaway Car' nd 'Gotta Love Me'

Update

Its been almost two weeks, but its never too late to blog haha. So around 13 days or so ago (23rd) it was darren chan's birthday combined with darren wong, and in the morning we met at hurstville station and rode for about an hour in four cars taking 20 of us down to rouse(?) hill for paintball. It was..interesting, watching Bevis's massive merc battle it out with ronald's baby car down a straight stretch =p. Hahaha. All i can say about paintball is that its painful as hell and they taste like crap. Being a cheapass I stuck with the standard gun which are apparently accurate for around 20 metres. A few went and upgraded to ones that are accurate for over 60 metres and fired like TWENTY BALLS a fuking second D=. But the worst part is, all the people who got that upgrade was on the other team =[, so we pretty much just lost most games. In memory of that day, I still have a bruise on my arm thats not quite disappeared yet. O yer, and wearing a cup was the most uncomfortable feeling ever. After that, we met back at hurstville to take a train to city for dinner. Since Hurricanes was full, we went to "Criniti's", which was where we ordered two one metre long pizzas..but they gave us three..LOL, thats pretty badass. We finished about 2 of the pizzas between 7 people, and afterwards, the sight of pizza made me feel like vomiting.. It was realli fun, just because it was with lots of friends in darling harbour..and also because wong nearli fell into the water =p. and llama adrien almost kicked wong's bag into the water =p.

Our awesome pizza
Struggling to standWong's..brush with fate.

A few days after this, being a bit bored, i went to the city by myself but met up with brendon randomli who'd gone to see a movie. Being still kinda bored, we went to korean K with emily, sooey, ollie and two other girls from their school who i cant remember the names of =/ (bevis will forever call me a pimp), and andrew wong turned up randomli a bit later. I dug up whats left of my year 10 fobbiness and sang half of "Cling" by FT Island with emily..and that was all i could sing..i am so pro. =p. It was kind of late after that, so i just went home..and brendon went to the casino..and lost his money. I think..imma write about korean bbq tonight haha..time to go job hunting =/.

O yer. and this is adrein being adrieny.

Keeping Blogging Alive

I know this might sound kind of dumb..but i've stared at an empty blog entry for about half an hour now, not knowing how to start..so i guess this'll have to do for an opening haha. I wonder if anybody else has the same problem or if its just me, but it takes like 2 hours to write each of these blog entries lol. its just so hard to write down what i think and feel. just looking through a blogroll i noticed that onli a few were guys' blogs, and most of them had their last post a month or more ago, so i guess its just not a guy thing. so if its such a chore..i wonder why i still do it? i duno..actualli, i wonder why other people keep their blogs? i think for me, the reason is that reading my own posts reminds me of what i'm realli like when noone is around to influence the way i act and speak and stuff..kind of like the way you talk, laying in the dark just before you fall asleep at yur bestfriend's house. so i guess that in a way, its comforting to blog..haha.

ok, thats the end of the rant, i doubt anybody managed to stay awake reading that..lol
shall post something more interesting some time..dont hold yur breath

4000 Miles Away

Had a busy day today..and among all things, i went to church..and just as i expected, it stayed exactli the same as the last time i had gone. The atmosphere was still very relaxed, and the people were still very nice..and morning tea consisted of orange cordial and square biscuits coated in sugar, just like before. It was a realli warm day today, though the sun was hidden by the clouds. Mi mind was turned off, but similar thoughts drifted in and out of mi mind. I wonder what the next month will hold..but i guess all i can do is wait and see haha.

I also realised that i was practicalli uncontactable all the time..whether i want to be or not. i found mi phone in mi mum's bag at around 6 in the evening and found that i missed a few calls..and now that mi phone is found, the battery is almost dead lol.

Today was kind of bad..more pointless arguments with mi mum, which kind of left me in an irritable mood, however, something always cleared mi mind.

I think i'll start carrying my camera out more, just so that mi blog will be a bit more interesting, haha. paintball for the darrens' birthdays tomoro, dam. imma needa wake up earli..


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Holidays

So far, this holiday has been..very eventful..some parts were realli gud, and some parts not so gud..so i guess when you put everything into a pot and give it a gud mix, what comes out is just "eventful".

It sounds a bit strange at first when i say that i onli realli felt my age 10 days after my 18th birthday, but that's because that was the day we held our (fionna, bevis and mine) "celebration"..and it was a day i considered more special than my birthday.. The event was dinner at Blackbird cafe at cockle bay wharf with about 70 people and a 900 dollar bar tab..after hours of organising (especially for fionna), everything turned out well and i thought it was realli fun, just for description's sake it felt kind of like having dinner at a club and everybody just drank, ate dinner, had a chat and listened to music. Bevis drank until he could no longer hear what you said to him and began responding to everything with "im alright guys, i'm alright" hahaha. After sending Bevis home, some of us went to a club while some others went to darling harbour to play pool. Having stayed out too late, we took a taxi to hurstville and i brought kevin, darren and wong back to mi house where they could get some sleep. i think 'memorable' would be the best way to describe that day..it was the day i bought my first drink, and went to mi first club..it was the first time i'd been drunk, and had to sit outside to recover..it was the first time i'd been to sculpture by the sea, and to saturday glebe markets..and a death/heavy metal shop. Sometimes i wonder if there'd be a chance that i could do it all again..but i guess it'd never be the same

The next big event for me was our year 12 formal in the ballroom at the grace hotel in town hall. Darren and Kevin came to mi house where we got ready beforehand, tools included a hairstraightener and a half a kilo can of hairspray. Despite the not so gud DJ and the lack of dessert (and those rocket leaves)..i know it's a night i'd have a nostalgic moment about..i guess something about night time and friends in suits and dresses made it seem a bit like a dream. And with the exception of a glass slipper, it kind of reminded me of cinderella, everything finishing at midnight and all. After coming back upstairs for the last song of the night, we went into the hotel room and sipped shots and ate mcnuggets. After stepping out and napping at a net cafe while kevin, darren and wong played dota then having breakfast at pancakes and laughing at books in a bookstore, i went home to sleep for the rest of the day (having onli had one hour of sleep that night).

It feels kind of weird actualli, now that formal is over..it kind of reminds me of graduation day, knowing that there were people there with me that night that i may never see again..or at least not in the same way..so i guess its 'new chapter' all over again

No Direction

It feels like i've lost direction. Days drag by slowly, filled with unsubstantial activities that were determined the night before. Plans are made, and then compromised. My mind grows tired when surrounded by uncertainty..the fact that it's past 2am may also have some contribution. So in order to regain some purpose in my "post-hsc" life, this post will just be a mind dump in hope that if i can see my thoughts physically on an internet page, i might be able to arrange them into some kind of plan. Here goes.

-write a resume (which means looking for example resumes and digging up past info =/)
-find a job..asd;lfjk
-learn to drive..(115 hours to go =__=)
-prep. lesson notes for chem
-buy bday presents (3 - jdd)
-excercise
-watch news (so as to not live under a rock)
-blog more (left the most difficult to last..)

so i've finalli gotten around to making that list..its not as long as it was when i first started this entry, though thats because all the planned events have since passed, like Blackbird and Formal (though i think i'll talk about those in a separate entry). Just for record's sake, today is the 20th Nov, and it is 11:17 pm.

New Chapter

It was the weirdest feeling, filling in my birth date on the front of the physics examination booklet as todays date, my last exam. Its such a strage coincidence that almost every single birthday wish i received made reference to it O__.

Thinking back to regular school days, i was hit with a massive amount of distance, here i am, living the moment that i thought would never come..the other side of the hsc. On one hand, i feel a little hesitant, suddenli being able to do anything i want to do, and on the other hand it feels exciting that i can finalli chase everything i've wanted to chase.

I havent taken advantage of my coming of age yet, that is, other than taking a few sips of XO which my dad diluted with coke incase it was too strong =p

The thought of receiving results still strikes fear in my heart though thats been pushed to the back of mi mind, and i still feel the feetprint of guilt as I procrastinated in the enormous amount of free time i sudenli had. Haha, old habits die hard.

Have to cut this short cos i need to sleep, still have to sign out of school tomoro..

Gud luck to everyone who still has exams to do =]

i think i will play basketball tomoro.

Mid Exam Thoughts

Just getting this down so that i can remember what this feels like, once it's all over.. :

Its been a lot more relaxed than i thought it'd be, in fact it feels almost exactli the same as trials, except there are more free days between exams. So far, i've had to go to school about twice a week, for 3 - 4 hours at a time.

I have no idea how i'm going in any subject..other than extension 2 maths which i screwed up.

The onli stress comes from regret of not preparing enough (especially for extension 2 maths), manifesting in the shit feeling you get coming out of the asbestos filled hall knowing you've left out more than a quarter of the exam.

Though the onli way to make up for a bad exam is with the exams to come.

Confidence in what you do, which naturalli improves speed is important in maths as i've noticed a little too last minute-ly..i just wish i'd known that before extension 2 =/
Feeling awake is also important..drinking cold orange juice was better for this than warm coffee which put me to sleep..a shower helps too, and 25 pushups gets blood flowing into yur head..
haha, this is more for the benefit of mi sister when its her turn

Been eating two sausage and egg mcmuffin meals a day for breakfast =p

I feel..excitement on exam mornings, like opening a present not knowing whats in the box..calm when the question was within my preparation..panic when its not..brain feels heavier and heavier throughout the exam.
I feel numb afterwards..knowing all thats left to do is wait for the result.

Tilting my head to one side made me dizzy as I was regurgitating my memorised essay, so did forgetting to breathe, but tilting my head back to the other side quickli relieved this.

All nighters are a bad idea.

Though all emotions are switched off, sometimes i still feel a yearning to be outside, especially when i see mobile uploads on facebook of friends having fun..in this case i'd just walk out to dougie's and have a fillets plate with taboulli and chilli, and then take a stroll through westfield, then a lap around the milk and meat fridges at coles to wake me up.

I feel apathy in the day, regret at night for not using the day to the full. I feel pressure from expectation.

Though they say HSC is not the "be all end all", it is appreciably more stressful for people who have a dream, especialli one who's cut-off seems just byond yur abillity.

Spring is must be the "season of love", and the library is full of boys who are there to get their "study" done, the "quiet" room had become something like a party.

Less than one week from now, it will be over, and that feels exciting. Just have to study for physics and chemistry now.

And that is my HSC.

So it's finally here.

Good luck guys,

Here..we..go.

One more time.

Its 10 days until my first HSC exam, the exam that seemed so far away for such a long time is suddenly only a little more than a week away. I dont think anybody can ever feel fulli prepared for it, and i say this because i feel the regret of not starting to prepare earlier..

Its realli weird how the hsc has made me feel, and this sounds just a bit cliched but it realli emphasises the pace of life, everything seems to move so fast right now, its like im watching my own life pass by..and theres no second chance. When i reflect over the past week, i've realised that i havent realli done very much study..but oh wells, better late than never right? Haha..>=/

On the other hand though, days seem to pass by so slowly when you think about people whom you havent seen for a while, and all the things that happen that you no longer keep track of, it kinda makes me feel dettached..

I guess all that could be made up for later..hopefulli things dont change too much, which reminds me of what we were talking about at fionna's house on friday, and it was that it would be great if everybody stayed friends even through uni..lol every time i blog, i feel like im just repeating past posts..as;ldkfj

Oh yer, i've been watching 'boys over flowers' for the past two weeks (bad timing i know lol), but despite the bad acting the story is kind of interesting, like a cheap drug..and the songs are gud too, one in particular, though i onli understand one line of it =p
but whenever i listen to this song i feel nostalgic, and the past year plays through mi mind..



One more time.