Waking.

Went to sleep at 1:30 nd everything was upside down, nd turned around..then woke again at 4, nd couldnt fall back asleep.. In times like these, you just need msn..nd crazy friends who stay up late playin games that you can talk to about nothing at all..=).

Shall buy a diary in the morning..nd take the wall down. figuratively.

Looking back on good times..and looking forward to more

2009 has definitely been one of the more special years of my life, leaving me with memories that i won't forget for many more years to come..

To me, 2009 was..

- Dr Du Coaching, the place that taught me more than my school teachers could, the place which became so familiar to me i could fall asleep in the classrooms, the place where i met some of the most interesting [nd tarded =)] people that i know, some of whom also made it a place that i enjoyed going each week..nd before going to dr du for english, i'd never have thought that an english lesson could be so much fun, nor that an english teacher could enjoy paying people out so much =p. nd it was also where we met BEVIS.

- Harry's Education, where tuesday evenings were spent with Ron and Rebecca, nd friday evenings were spent with Gina, Fionna (with the double n), Wong nd Ron along with the sydney boys group nd some girls who were always on a sugar high. It was the place that allowed us moonlit strolls through hurstville to buy icecream during break time, nd the place where we met a very..unique math teacher. Though we spent more time mucking around in class than actualli listening, Harry still managed to teach us a lot. =p.

- Hurstville Library, where i used to go to study alone because i couldnt concentrate at home..but it soon turned out to be the place where i got to know people whom i wouldnt have got to otherwise, nd a place where we could relax, hang out nd study with friends at the same time. And I'll always remember the library as the place that made studyin for the HSC a lot more bearable, nd as a place where everybody helped each other through the biggest thing in our lives so far..nd a place where we had so much fun. =p.

- Class of '09, the time that our whole year felt closest to each other.

(its hard to smile when mr chapple is around. LOL.)("time to carry out ze plan")

- Food and Parties

(eating jellies is a serious business)

And to me, 2009 was falling for a short, tarded monkey who has a song for every moment, a payout for every situation, a whole world hidden from me, a crazy imagination and a way of making simple things so much more special and meaningful that makes 2009 even more unfrogettable. Who knew there could be someone who was opposite to me in so many ways?

(since i dont have any photos, imma jsut use yurs ;])

- And lots of other stuff that will just take too long to mention..

(Wong)

And that was my '09. Happy new year guys, lookin forward to another year with all of you ;].

And as for new years resolutions? Just two..
- Take care of what i still have left to do..=/
- Talk more..=p

Been a long time.

its been almost two weeks since i last blogged, nd a lot has happened since then..like getting my atar, rsa and rcg. haha..hopefulli all these abbreviated qualifications can score me a job soon..one in which i can earn more than just lunch money.

this year i spent christmas eve and christmas day at port stephens with mine and kevin's family (i see a trend here)..it was gud because it was a change of surroundings, nd mi mum nd grandma realli needed that so imma glad that kevin's family invited us to come. it was a lazy three days there, getting up late nd spending most of the day lookin for stuff to do. we stayed at a resort/spa kind of hotel that faced the sea, so the air always smelled salty, nd we ate at dodgey restaurants at the city centre lol..but the beaches nd everything were realli pretty,though mi mind always seemed to wander back to sydney..but i had to make do with a phonecall..after which i got raged the crap out of me for not telling mi mum where i went because it was midnight <3. =p. we spent most of christmas day on the beach at anna bay, stepping in the water nd talking, nd then driving back home for three nd a half hours.

'christmas @ wongs' ended up bein done on boxing day so that everyone could come. although there were onli 4 attending guests on facebook, it turned out to be pretty big. it was nice to see everyone together..nd two bestfriends sort of reunite. =p. nd it was realli fun too..but not in the same way as the christmas party we had in year 10.

right now it looks like i wont be allowed out until after the med interview..as;dlfkj..but imma definitely come out on nye, cos 10 days is just too long to wait..nd nsw open day should be a gud enough excuse too =p. dam. if onli i had a car..then i could just leave in the middle of the night..iwiwetsy..=/

ARG. should be preparing for interview..but cbb..even though it will probabli be one of the most important 30 minutes of mi life..=/..imma continue preparing soon, but not tonight..hearing my grandma snoring in the next room makes me sleepi..so imma do it tomoro.

Lead up to results.

Wow..so much to blog about today..i think i'll just jump straight into it lol. woke up late today. i made it just on time for mi driving lesson..which was pretty fun today because we drove on lots of different types of roads since i learnt how to use traffic lights properli last lesson. mi car control is improving quickli..but because of that, i'm getting lazier when scanning the road and getting bored driving slowli haha, so thankfulli i have an instructor to keep me in line. kevin says im a bit too obsessed with driving..lol i guess i am..but its just that sittin behind the wheel of a car makes me feel so free..like i can go anywhere at anytime

I stayed out a while to eat lunch at Mr. Teppan which reopened after renovation. if you order a fried rice or noodles, they ask you if you wanted it on a plate or those little cardboard take away boxes that chris tucker eats from in the rush hour movies..except i ordered something else =/. shall get it next time LOL. just for the box. no comment about the food though.

Brendon's aunt called me today nd set a time and day for me to tutor her son who was sitting the selective test next year. when i thought about revisiting year 5 maths, i was hit with a massive amount of distance..it reminded me of primary school..nd struggling with percentages and negative numbers XD. but at the same time it reminded me of how fast life passes..i think, from now..imma just do wateva, nd not think about things too much before i do it. otherwise the chance might just pass..nd you'd never know wat couldv been..as;lkdfj

Nathan picked me up at the station and drove to sizzler's for our pre-'result getting' dinner. nd though there were onli 9 of us..nd all from caringbah (except andrew wong)..it actualli felt kind of nice because you could just see that everybody was soo..themself, since we knew each other so well, and nobody was worryin about impressing anyone or anything. nd not wanting everything to end so quickli, we drove to wong's house to play poker/guitar hero nd look at the water nd stuff. wong's dad was heaps nice and gave us all this food, nd made us green tea nd everything lol. nd LOL. brendon walked into a GLASS DOOR. then ran to the couch nd buried his face in a cushion. AHAHAHAHA.

So right now..its around 6 hours until our results come out..the result of 13 years of schooling. soz guys, hope i didnt make you guys even more nervous =p. im kind of excited..kind of scared..nd also kind of tired =/. needa go sleep right now..tomorow imma have to be in the city by 9am for a full day rsa course..nd then again the next day for the rcg course..als;dkfj..wont be getting enough sleep..ARG. HELP ME. bye lol.

Partyin till the AM

Today seemed like a realli long day..but i guess thats because saturdays and sundays are usualli separated by sleep haha. I have to admit that I had doubts about yesterday, firstly because there were no trains due to track work, and secondly because i was told that wong (being under 18) was organising clubbing because 'his guy knows a guy..', but it actualli turned out to be reealli fun =). I took a bus with gina, fionna (with the double n), brendon, jason and wong at around 6 to central and walked to Olivo's at harbourside where fionna's friend crystal was having her birthday dinner. It was kinda strange sitting with a bunch of random year 11 girls at first, especially because we weren't even friends with the birthday girl, but the girl who sat in front of me was realli easy to talk to. but thats probli because everything we do is so..woAH asd;lfkj for her because shes under 18 and onli just started her hsc. We felt old while legally sipping our glasses of beer, but it was kind of embarassing because i felt flushed after drinking onli about a quarter of the glass X(. O yer, and my friend from my first primary school was there too..which supports my theory that all asians in nsw are connected in some way. We left first and went to blackbird cafe and bought the girliest drink i have ever seen..an oreo crunch. but it tasted nice. =). and made mi face look like a tomato. By the time we got to Verandah it was about 10 i think, and we lined up with bevis with his '四大美人' he told us about over the phone. When we got in it was still kind of empty because it onli just opened so we sat at joanna's table and had shots, which was different from last time. nd its exactli how you imagine it, as soon as you swallow the shot, your whole stomach just feels realli warm. when the club filled up a bit more, we started dancing..nd i cant realli describe everything properli, but it felt realli out of the world cos it was all dark and the floor was shaking from the bass. we stayed until closing time..which for a club is 4am. our legs were pretty much dead by the time we walked all the way back to town hall to catch the nightride. the nightride was insane, it was one bus and they fit so many people that you would have to climb over seats to get out in the first few stops. luckily i got a seat, but i sat next to this dude who every time he fell asleep while resting his chin on his palm, his arm would slip and he would jerk awake. but as soon as he jerked (violently i might add) back into the right position he fell asleep again. STRAIGHT AWAY. and it just repeated every 2 seconds. so it just looked like he was doing some crazy dance, shaking his head around. it wouldv been hilarious, but if yur on the nightride yur probli too tired to lol. i snuck in the door at 5am and luckily i didnt wake anybody. when mi mum came in in the morning and asked wat time i came home i told her 3 =p. so hopefulli she never reads this. i didnt get to sleep because i thought i had to prepare notes for chem tutoring..but it turned out mi student had work today and couldnt come. so i finalli got some sleep at 5 in the afternoon and woke up again to eat dinner/type this blog/close msn which i left on.

ASD;FLJKK need sleep. will add pictures tomoro..i mean today.