Things are picking up momentum as trials draw near for us from Caringbah...first exams are none other than ENGLISH..my worst subject. And both english exams being back to back (monday tuesday) means that not only must i memorise four essays and a creative piece (not to mention being able to adapt them), but that also leaves me around about zero time to study for both 4 AND 3 unit math exams (week one trials also). ARG A;SLDFJK.
English is getting to my head...
but anyways..i didnt go to school today, but went to the library instead..and the weird thing is that whenever i feel like going to the library, alice, gina and bevis are there also lol, it must be some kind of sensitivity from too much hanging out at the library together
it was..different to what i planned for..which was a whole day of studying lol, we ended up immersed in conversation instead, and that was realli fun..and something i hadnt done for a long time, it reminded me of lots of things i'd forgotten about since the hsc started, like the dreams of living a taiwanese/korean drama where the stars have all the time in the world to fall in love and where everything works out in the end (yes, i was KINDA into dramas for a short time XD [*embarassed*] and jay chou and fahrenheit and the like), so i guess the hsc realli was a massive reality check and kicked all that out..
lol i wonder if it'll all be worth it. no computer games, no driving, no girls, no sport, antisocial. BUT on the flip side, lots of gud things have happened too..lol, like valuing friendships a lot more in year 12 than you've ever done and stuff like that
how strange..everytime i post a blog, it still makes me feel..vulnerable =/ i guess sharing emotions is just not natural for me..
must be something to do with bein an ISTJ..lol
STUDY UP PEOPLES. 2 MONTHS LEFT OF HIGH SCHOOL. year 12s the year to chase your dreams..
and everything else can be made up for later. hopefulli..
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