End of the world. Not really.

YES finally finished my physics homework.. at 2am lols..

this is going to be a boring entry btww.. haha..just felt like unloading all my teenage angstage in a blog entry.. so anyway, boring read lol.

but here goes.

feeling under prepared for exams..which are suddenly next week. trials and hsc exams are so close too, and whats even scarier is that the hours fly by so quickli.. got home from burwood at 8.30 today, and from then till now, all i've done is physics hw...which was supposed to take 20 minutes as;ldkfj ..X[
its not just today too, more like EVERy day..which makes me think that maybe getting into med is just a pie in the sky.. FUK. why dont i just study you might think? i duno..theres always so much. even after a solid day's worth of work, at the end you still realise theres a long way to go until imma gud enough.. how demoralising. then theres UMAT, suddenly thats only a little more than a month away, and i havent even started lookin at practice questions. ARGH. i look around and see so many people who deserve a fantastic uai because theyve put in so much work. but imma stil stuck in apathy. but i cant realli blame anything i guess..its all on me anyways. i just hope i dont disappoint..lol. dats it. have to tank this. >=/.

lol..i wonder wat i'd be like if mi mum made me read books or something instead of do maths wen i was little. then i wouldnt take so long to write blogs haha. english has gone down the drain this year. cant even speak properli anymore as;ldfkj like if i tried to speak too fast mi tongue gets caught and jibberish comes out.. =/, and turned completely antisocial too lol, soz guys.. since deleting msn and all. haha, used to be realli fun, talking for the whole night on msn XD. o wells. year 12 is kinda fun i have to admit. even though its all just been studyin. no girls. friends kinda distant. no going out too much. no internet practically. cant wait till formal..

post-hsc sounds so fun. too bad so many people are going overseas though. lol. hsc. cant wait.

bored? yah i know.. lol. and yes, the whole worlds not about me and hsc is not the end of the world. but kinda seems like it right now.

but anyways, lol. went to library today, with a tarded person, which reminded me of the holidays XD. too bad it was so full though.. had to sit on opposite sides of the room =/

miss days when it felt like there was all the time in the world to do random stuff..

haha, heres a lols conversation at math tutoring:
Harry: The chinese economy is developing at a breakneck speed.
Fionna: Wat!? we dont have a break next week!?

bahahaha =D

edit: sorri for lack of pictures btw. might start to include some lol

Midnight Blogging

Holi, havent blogged for such a long time..ish..well since last week. lol. haha

Exams are coming up again in about a week and a half. FUK. and we only just got our half yearly reports back

lolll, failed english.. =[

asian fail physics and maths =/

spent almost a whole week preparing a module B essay, hopefulli its not too bad..had to change it SOmuch

AS;LFJK the first time i handed it in to the teacher, her reaction was basically, '...dude, this is shiz.'

ANYWAYS. lol. enough about school O__. ?

transformers 2 coming out. have to see that. and angels and demons too..still havent got around to it lol. too much work ;asldkfj. have to kick certain peopls asses haha

o YER, long weekend this week. looking forward to it..though imma just go library or soemthing lol. do some maths...imean...be cool =D

lol..how cool am i? best way of spending a long weekend..

..XD

there was something else i wanted to say..but i cant remember it =/
lack of sleep probli haha

okies imma go sleep..holi, took 30 minutes to write that

Chinese Schooool year 10

havent had time to blog =/..

lollll.. found this video of year 10 chinese school that darren took



haha, yay for crew cuts

and watching chinese movies on the teacher's laptop rather than doing work =D

wishin i could freeze time..

You know what i cant believe? ..i cant believe that we're in year 12 already, haha ..and its definitely not what i'd imagined it to be like when i was in junior high

I used to think that people in year 12 spent their days faithfully preparing for their hsc, only coming out to eat or go to the bathroom, but thinkin back now.. that seems kinda tarded XD

i even remember asking ms brandt (our math teacher of 3 years) when we could drop maths as a subject LOL.. but now imma walking into period 0 [4u morning class] every monday and wednesday half asleep..haha..o yer..and science used to be my least favourite subject..even though i ended up doing the asian combo O__.

and who woulda thought that we'd end up with my old year 7 math teacher taking us for 4u math..and he remembered me too LOL..which was weird..but then again so is my name =[

but anyways, year 12 has probabli been the funnest year, even through the exam stress and stuff..
overcame a fear
learned a lot about everything
found out that darling harbours is a realli fun place to sit
had the most fun while talking..i mean..studyin with a fobby tard at the libraryyy
made a facebook and got addicted to it =D
quit facebook..=/
made a blog =D
deleted msn =/

but hsc is so close already, suddenly trials are onli 3 months away.. ;ASLDKFJ. FUK.
and just when theres so much i want to do..haha
and theres so much i want to say too..i guess imma have to wait..hopefulli

coolies..it just started raining <3

gina's birthday was realli funnn, haha,incase yur readin this, the glow stayed throughout the next day lollll

hsc. FUK.

last exam on mi birthday..yay?

Finally getting some work done.. lol.

Couldn't concentrate on work for the past few days.. no idea why.. =/
but i finally got some work done today =D

Hopefulli i can stay concentrated.. lol.

Takin a break to blog, which i havent done in a while

See all these sheets on my table? ..integration...still...
hopefulli imma finish it before the end of next week AS;LDKFJ.

nah actualli, i WILL finish >=/. FUK.

maybe. lol

..no, i will. srsli.

anyways, how sexy is my room? like.. extremely. lol.

why dont i turn on the ceiling lights even though its so dark? moods better. haha

and look, no facebook. just itunes and email =] no msn either.. how anti social =/ but thats a gud thing. i think. lol.

..nah actuali thats badass.

happy birthday to gina by the wayy... lookin forward to saturday =]

lots of people + boat + night time = <3

anyways. back to work. haha..

feels like somethings missing..