End of the world. Not really.

YES finally finished my physics homework.. at 2am lols..

this is going to be a boring entry btww.. haha..just felt like unloading all my teenage angstage in a blog entry.. so anyway, boring read lol.

but here goes.

feeling under prepared for exams..which are suddenly next week. trials and hsc exams are so close too, and whats even scarier is that the hours fly by so quickli.. got home from burwood at 8.30 today, and from then till now, all i've done is physics hw...which was supposed to take 20 minutes as;ldkfj ..X[
its not just today too, more like EVERy day..which makes me think that maybe getting into med is just a pie in the sky.. FUK. why dont i just study you might think? i duno..theres always so much. even after a solid day's worth of work, at the end you still realise theres a long way to go until imma gud enough.. how demoralising. then theres UMAT, suddenly thats only a little more than a month away, and i havent even started lookin at practice questions. ARGH. i look around and see so many people who deserve a fantastic uai because theyve put in so much work. but imma stil stuck in apathy. but i cant realli blame anything i guess..its all on me anyways. i just hope i dont disappoint..lol. dats it. have to tank this. >=/.

lol..i wonder wat i'd be like if mi mum made me read books or something instead of do maths wen i was little. then i wouldnt take so long to write blogs haha. english has gone down the drain this year. cant even speak properli anymore as;ldfkj like if i tried to speak too fast mi tongue gets caught and jibberish comes out.. =/, and turned completely antisocial too lol, soz guys.. since deleting msn and all. haha, used to be realli fun, talking for the whole night on msn XD. o wells. year 12 is kinda fun i have to admit. even though its all just been studyin. no girls. friends kinda distant. no going out too much. no internet practically. cant wait till formal..

post-hsc sounds so fun. too bad so many people are going overseas though. lol. hsc. cant wait.

bored? yah i know.. lol. and yes, the whole worlds not about me and hsc is not the end of the world. but kinda seems like it right now.

but anyways, lol. went to library today, with a tarded person, which reminded me of the holidays XD. too bad it was so full though.. had to sit on opposite sides of the room =/

miss days when it felt like there was all the time in the world to do random stuff..

haha, heres a lols conversation at math tutoring:
Harry: The chinese economy is developing at a breakneck speed.
Fionna: Wat!? we dont have a break next week!?

bahahaha =D

edit: sorri for lack of pictures btw. might start to include some lol