Thinking out loud.

got home from burwood harry tutoring about 2 hours ago...failed the quiz lol =[

i just read brendons blog lol...yur stressing about hsc too...=[ its k man, lol. same boat. hifive. haha.
i like the photos btw lol...forgot how fun it was before hsc..too bad we dont have many photos of our group though =[..we realli need a person who takes lots of photos in our group, i cant believe we dont have one! i'd do it, if i had a digital camera. lol. shutup.

but anyways, here are some side effects from the hsc that i've noticed:
- Conversation making is down the drain...cant look people in the eye and hold conversation at the same time. FUK.
- In more serious cases, a tendency to forget nouns...eg. "hey gina, thats a nice...wait..hoodie!" [dammit!]
-Uncontrolled hsc bloggage O__. and/or all i talk about is school
-Inabillity to feel emotions...sorri if i sound bored all the time guys =[ im not actuali lol
-Increased tardedness...and thinking slowly...and cant put a sentence together properli..and taking ages to blog

but anyways. on a completely different note. i noticed wong now reads my blogs too? lol yay. well i hope you find them interesting. haha. and ive noticed something weird...well not exactli. weirds not the right word, but anyways lol. i thought that by starting a blog, i could write down everything that happens to me...and exactli how i feel about different situations/people/stuff in general, and maybe find out something about myself in the process, and be able to judge my own personatlity from an outside point of view...but the more i write, the more i feel like i cant open up and just bleed everything onto the page cos..well, cos other people might read it.. O__. lol..
how...contradictory?
but it sounds like it happens for everyone though.. everyones blogs are so mysterious, and full of emotions and fun to read, lol. it always seems like people are so full of stuff they want to say, but cant..incase a particular person reads it and finds something out..

lol, but i guess..even though i cant actualli say much here...its still a gud way to think out loud, well..out..written. typed. wateva. and say lols stuff i might not say anywhere else.

for example, stuff like, wow, the sky is realli starry tonight, or some rant about something (probli hsc...lol).

ps. still no pictures..=/ i cant find any lol. we srsli need a photo taker. no srsli.

...someone PLEASE.